Friday, 26 July 2013

Open Writings to Momma

---Mommy. My only rock of comfort in a foreign land---

What becomes of one
When the well from which they suckle their joy
Starts spurting bitter waters
What is to become of one
When the warm bosom on which they lay in comfort
Has turned to a thousand piercing needles 
Momma what are you saying to me?
That I should bring home the bacon?
What kind do you like momma?
Streaky? Smoked? Pepper?
What is it that you trying to tell me mummy?
That I'm not your little girl no more?
Are you saying ha ke sa le Meme-nyana oa Mpo?
Momma, like yourself, am I a grown woman now?
Mummy I thought it was just yesterday
When I lay up on your breast
Aren't you Yeyo no more?
Have your hands become weary?
Can't you carry our burdens alone like you used to?
Momma what became of your strength?
Since when did you need a man to get anything done?
Are you getting weak now mummy?
Has the world become too much for you
To swallow its pills on your own?
Momma are you saying my zone of comfort is nearing its demise?
Is this where for me life finally begins?
Am I a woman now mummy?
Is that why you treat my with such dignity now?
I don't get it though mummy
What died in you?
Has motherhood become an impossible task?
Aren't you my Daddy any more momma?
Am I an impossible child?
Momma why must I share in your heartbreak?
Was I destined for it too?
Can't I escape it momma?
Is this the curse of our lineage?
Will my legacy of happiness be determined by the consequences of your marriage? 
Do you need me the same way I do you?
Do you get as tired as I do when your not in sight?
Do your tears flow as freely as mine do should you not wipe them away
Are your feet as tired as mine get when you put me down to walk on my own
Is your back exhausted from carrying me?
Should you need some strength momma
I'm here to Help
Should you need to rest
Refresh your soul
Should you need to lie on your back to escape demons that come from under you
Rest
Should you wish to become like a child once more
Lean
Should those tears need some drying
Weep
For I am here mummy.
I have arrived
You have carved me for years now
Chiseled me into perfection
I'm sorry I cannot be the man of the house
But I am ready to be a woman
The woman you raised me into
To be strong for you in your moments of weakness
To weather away storms
Claim full responsibilty
I am ready for womanhood now mummy
You can hand down your cape
Pass me that torch, I've flexed muscles
I'll carry it from here
Until next post,
Africa Rising, Peace & Revolution 

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